I rarely post on any of my blogs.
It's just that I'm trying and working so hard on getting a normal life back!
It may seem trivial to any other person,
but each and every day for me is a triumph in itself.
...
Is it normal that it still sometimes takes all my will and energy just to get out of bed?
I don't feel like painting.
I can't get myself to read a book.
Nothing motivates me at the moment and I just keep getting angrier at myself.
All I can think is:
"How can you allow yourself to be so lazy?
What would you do if you were working right now?
Don't you think it's time you started again?"
And I find myself disappointed again...
Frustrated and discouraged.
It's a daily struggle.
