TABLE OF CONTENTS.
PREFACE
ABOUT...
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iii.
iv.
chapter one. APOCALYPSE
NUMB
SHOCK
STARING INTO EMPTINESS
THE FUNERAL
chapter two. PERIOD OF UTTER AND TOTAL DENIAL
TWO YEARS LATER
SURVIVING
SPREADING MY WINGS
chapter three. IT BEGINS
LET IT OUT
LATER THAT NIGHT
MISS GOODIE-TWO-SHOES
*SIGH*
IT’S JUST TIME
ALL I WANT IS MY DAD BACK
WHEN I WAS 15...
SOMEONE ONCE TOLD ME
GRAND-MAMAN
I DON’T TALK
COMES THERAPY
HEARTACHE
FAMIILY TO THE RESCUE... AGAIN!
I KNOW, I KNOW!
THE REST OF THAT SUMMER
chapter four. WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
SUFFERING DEPRESSION
I’M STUCK
I FEEL...
>_<;
ALONE
“HAPPY” PILLS
IT’S “JUST” ANXIETY
NEVERMORE
SINKING
RESURFACING
POURING MY HEART OUT
VIDEO TRANSCRIPTIONS
chapter five. RELATIONSHIPS & INFATUATIONS
A GOOD DAY
MEET CUTE
SICKENING VISUAL POETRY
LIVE. LOVE. LEARN.
COMES LOVE
NOTHING CAN BE DONE
BACK HOME
chapter six. THOUGHTS & MUSINGS
FEAR
LEARNING TO LET GO
VENTING
DAMN DREAMS
AHH TATTOOS...
chapter seven. SELF-QUESTIONING
ONE CHANCE
SELF-QUESTIONNING
PROUST
MORE QUESTIONS
IT JUST HAS TO WORK
chapter eight. INSPIRATION
INSPIRE ME
ARTISTS
JOHN LENNON
JOHN MAYER
MICHAEL BUBLÉ
chapter nine. REBIRTH
WHAT’S AN ARTIST?
chapter ten. SEEKING SIMPLICITY
OM
WANT MORE, SUFFER MORE
Move
WORDS OF WISDOM
I can't understand how some writers
release more than one book per year!
Not just books: BRICKS!
A simple example would be Meg Cabot,
whom my sister love! She releases series
for adults, teenagers... and under more pen-names!
(Must stop comparing myself to others)